As an advanced practice nurse, my clinic days often are booked from start to finish. Long waiting lists have become a norm in primary care and present a challenge to clinicians. Advanced practice nurses generally are known to spend more time with their patients than physicians but have comparable or even more positive outcomes related to patient satisfaction and cost.
However, when I start my days, I often think of the tasks awaiting me and wonder how I’ll complete them in the allotted time. But God reminds me how each person sent my way has a prescheduled, divine appointment, regardless what the appointment time may reflect.
Recently, I was seeing patients in a walk-in clinic and called the next patient to the exam room. A middle-aged man walked in and sat down. He looked completely exhausted: he was diaphoretic with sweat beads pouring down his forehead. He mentioned how dizzy he was. His BP was dangerously low. I immediately asked him to lay down and prepared to administer CPR, fully expecting he would be in cardiac arrest.
A few moments passed, and he said the dizziness was fading as his BP slowly rose. While observing him, we talked about his family and life. Nothing else mattered but standing beside him as we determined what was wrong. As his dizziness faded, we waited for his daughter to arrive and drive him to the ER.
After they left, I noticed he’d been in the room with me for 45 minutes; he'd been scheduled for 15 minutes. I panicked. When I opened the door to see the line of waiting patients, I thanked them for waiting patiently. To my surprise, no one was upset that day. As a Christian nurse practitioner, it’s obvious to me that God opens windows of divine appointment; I never know how short or long those may be.
God's Word gives us a perspective of how a day is like a thousand years to God (2 Peter 3:8). This offers a renewed perspective amidst hurry. Acts 1:7 notes that dates and times are under God's authority.
A few hours after the man left, his daughter called. He had been diagnosed in the ER with dehydration from the flu. She had called to thank me for my time.
Time is one of the most important gifts we can give one another. As clinicians, we strain against how little time we have to give. Yet, God is subtly reminding us that he is the best manager of our time.
May we walk with renewed confidence into our clinical settings, knowing that God can and will manage the seen and unforeseen details of our days!
Kristene Diggins, RN, MBA, FAANP, is a full-time nurse practitioner and frequent author for the Journal of Christian Nursing.
This post is excerpted from Kristene’s article, All in God’s Time, in the January/April 2020 issue of JCN.
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This post has helped me very much tonight. Not feeling confident in my role as a nurse, I find myself dreading going to work. I started saying negative things such as I hate my job... I just don't feel fulfilled or satisfied in my career as a nurse.
Kay, thank you for sharing some of what you are dealing with right now. Nursing is not easy...that's for sure. And with the pandemic, we are facing even more stress, doubt, and burnout.
Sometimes it can help to talk with others. I would welcome the opportunity to hear your story. If you'd like to set up a time for us to connect, please reach out to me at email@example.com and we can set up a time that works for you. In the meantime, know that you are being prayed for and that God is present with you in whatever you are facing.
I hope to have the chance to speak with you soon.
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